Hanging on and hoping for the best

[BillyHo]

We had a talk about the seperation the other night. What furniture she will take, schedules with the boys and other randomness. She said she isn't looking to date or find anyone else. Just said she want to see what it's like to be on her own. Even had the nerve to ask if she could have her girlfriends over to the hot tub after she moves out. I said no when you leave you lose that privilege.

Overall a decent talk but just that small interaction gets me back to feeling anxious and thinking about her and what she is doing. I hope once she leaves the detachment will come much easier. It's tough seeing her every day.