He won't stay gone forever. Enjoy the calm. Recognise his poor choices and dislike them. But remember he is depressed and sad and in a fog. He has no idea what he is doing. He is struggling, a lot more than you are.

Keep going. Try to keep a compassionate view. I know it's hard at times. It this probably shows attachment.

You are doing great.

Surfer.

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