After my stich I changed a lot. Fear got me by the b@@ls. I see bits of my old self surfacing but he is not the same. Maybe age? I just lost the passion. I have so much to do at home and just don't feel like doing them. 5 years later and my work bench still in disarray.
Like a nuke hit and all is staying still. Full of dust. Is this normal?
My other life things are pretty good.
Some times I feel like I'm living in 2 different world.
My divorce continues to affect me. Some times I just want to be alone. Sometimes im thank full she divorced me sometimes I'm angry.
The subject of this threat is that I don't fight no more. Not sure if is good or bad. Just don't have the will to fight
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
