That balance between giving people a chance and believing who they show you they are right up front. I think the guy legit likes me, but he is just a 41 year old teenager.

My life is in order in every other way. It is nice.

20 different people to find me prince?! I cannot handle that. I'm doing the casual dating thing, but it's so weird.

I'm calling Eharmony for a refund. I've got nothing much since him and all of matches are out of the area.

It is discouraging and confusing at times. But maybe this is the way it's supposed to be for now. I can always just hope for that one that sweeps me off my feet. But I'm not holding my breath.

If it happens, it happens, if not, I always have my nice and orderly life going for me.