Cherry. Just trying to get on with life

[Cherry]

Grl, I'm not too sure how I'd do that. But I'd like to find a way, maybe this should be something I bring up with my ic. I don't want to hold anger or harbour resentment, but I feel like I'm starting too. I'm angry with him for never seeing or asking about S, it's really difficult not to. Every time S asks about him, that anger boils up that he must be so confused and wh doesn't seem to care.

Thanks surfer for that, you're spot on really with the feelings. Maybe that is how I'm feeling, I feel the anger towards him but yet I know I do still love him. But for sure he isn't the man he was, and he is no longer my h.

I've seen that TED talk, it makes more sense to me now than it did early on in the sitch, I think I'm naturally going down that route. Though it really did take me time to get there. I really don't think he would ever find his way back, we literally have no contact at all anymore. It feels as if he wants to forget that part of his life ever happened.