I met with my husband's business partner (P) yesterday and it went OK. I asked him how my husband was coping with work and he said he was doing fine and seems relaxed and happy...that has sent me down into the dumps again because here I am so sad and miss him so much and he is relaxed and happy??!! It just doesn't feel like he even misses us at all. How can you not miss a family that you have been the center of for three decades, that you saw everyday, and worked hard to look after??!!
