Hey Coly, I think it's perfectly normal to feel anxious about the holiday's coming up. The unknown is a scary thing. One thing my IC told me to remember is the lack of say stress or tension that comes with the holidays. Perhaps throughout out your holidays you and H may have had tension or you worrying about this or that with H, you won't have that anymore. I know in my case since W and I are from two different cultures with a different language there was always a worry is my W understanding what's going on, is W enjoying my family, are my nieces and nephews including SD as one of "them"? little things like that I will not have to worry about but can instead enjoy my visit. Just something to consider. hang in there, you're doing great!
