Hanging on and hoping for the best

[BillyHo]

Thank you for this Jug. I am doing my best to follow the rules. In just the short time that I have been doing that I have seen her slowly become more curious about what is going on with me. She sees a change in me(she said as much). The main thing is don't get overly excited and ruin all the hard work I'm putting in.

Detachment is like the holy grail of this whole process. There are times recently that I have thought "oh this is what being detached feels like" only to be reminded the next day that I'm not all the way there yet. I hope that the separation will help me in this area.

She talks like we are going to see each other all the time and it will be great. While we do have kids together I don't know that seeing each other that often is what's best for either of us or our sitch. I will continue to follow the rules and do my best not to slip up. Thanks again for the reply.