I'm almost looking forward to D as a invisible closure.
What am I even fighting for?
Realistically I am to the point where when I sit back and look at the last year I wonder why I didn't cut 11 months ago.
At least I can know that I tried.
I kind of asked you earlier in your thread but you didnt reply to it.
You say you are ready to 'cut', but what does that even mean? How do you think your life will be different if you were divorced right now? Would she treat your kids differently? Would you feel differently about her or OM?
