New to the Boards. Marriage in Crisis.

[Chris73]

Bumping this up because I'm having a very rough morning. This detachment sh-- is really hard some days. I miss my wife and she's laying right next to me. We live separate lives and yet we share the same life. I know I don't really have a choice but it's hard to stay motivated. I keep thinking of that song, "say something I'm giving up on you." And now as I sit on the train at 5:30 am heading in to work for another day of the grind, I feel like I want to give up. I can't see far enough ahead to envision a day when this will all be different. I ache for any kind of physical contact. I'm sex starved. I feel so isolated. But I just keep putting on my happy face. And I don't want to do it today.