There are all my past links for anyone interested.
Well this one is titled now what… To recap recently my W is on some sort of confusion wether to try conseling with me and breaking up with OW. My W is unsure of what to do. In the mean time I continue to live my life. The last communication with W was her response to coming over to talk about counseling (which W asked if we could try) "I'm just not sure where I'm at right now. I'm still seeing the person I'm with, and I'm having issues deciding where it is I want to be. I feel like going to counseling would/could be good for you and I, but I'm stuck in this weird place bc I am also in a relationship... please just try to understand that I am struggling with this, and trying to make the best decision for me and D. I need a little more time to think on things before we meet... I'm so sorry to "chicken out" last minute like this, but I just don't feel right about this tonight..I'm so sorry, again. Please forgive me..." to which I replied by text Me- you're right I need time too. W- I'm so sorry... W- please don't hate me.
So the million dollar question is…Now what?
I guess W could come back, but she’s not sure what she’s going to do. I can’t sit here and twirl my thumbs waiting. So I will do what I have been doing, nothing (in the sense of my M) and continue living my life without W and D. I leave for vacation on Wednesday out of the country. I will skip thanksgiving. Too many memories that hurt me and I wish to avoid that. (not super healthy I know, but that’s all I got)
My W takes her boards today for her RN. I was going to send her a good luck text but after going back and forth I don’t really feel like it. I’m not her friend, and I’m not her W…she doesn’t get my support for that anymore. Besides, i’m pretty sure OW is with her taking hers as well. W can have OW’s support.
