ngs, besides the past cheating, have you been otherwise untrustworthy? Your infidelity created the loss of trust but your other actions since then may have also reinforced it to get your M to this point. It could be other big things or a bunch of little things that kept your W from regaining any trust in you.
No there has been no other untrustworthiness, but my wife has just never trusted nor forgiven me since then. The other issues we have had since then is just struggle with finances being a single income family and my being stressed all of the time about finances which just added to our relationship issues.
H:44 W:43 M:17 S:15 S:14 S:12 W mentions divorce 8/2015 W files divorce 10/2016 D will be final 4/2017 Living together & will for a while