Struggling

[fightin]

Hey cheesty, That's how I feel about it, I don't want to be friend-zoned. I guess if I'm being honest the only reason I even want to respond is fear. I fear if I don't she'll be pushed away and I don't want to lose her. (even though I KNOW I have to let her go completely) On the other hand, if she thinks she can have a friendship with me and keep the OW then why would she change a thing?

My GAL activities this weekend have solely revolved around moving. My parents house is a disgusting mess so I had to clean the dining room to get my computer set up for work this week. Then I cleaned the refrigerator out, it was also disgusting. I have some OCD and can't live like this so that's what I've been doing, that and organizing my room.

I did take my motorcycle out for a ride yesterday, and today I shot my bow for a while.

This upcoming week I have to meet 2 potential renters for my old house here in my hometown so that will take up some of my evening time. I'm going to see a movie with my parents and brother tomorrow. Wednesday I have to drive in to work (2 hours) and then therapy, see my SS, and then have a beer with a buddy, then drive back home so that will be a late night. As for the weekend I'm hoping to catch up with some old friends, but nothing set yet.