Still lost, still confused (part 2)

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So I read through all of sandi's threads again. I know that we treat WW and MLC pretty much the same but I still wonder if she is MLC or "just" WW? Again, I know it doesn't matter really other than perhaps possible timelines. Also seeing as MLC is not "testable" like other situations, it appears that many if not most WW could be classified as MLC from what I've been reading here and elsewhere.

I still haven't been served as promised nor has it been mentioned since the last time when I validated her after saying it. Appears to have took away the sting she was using it for. Interestingly enough, she also talked about some financial stuff happening in January regarding payment without saying something about divorcing. Not taking it as a positive or hanging on the words but merely an observation that when I validated the divorce comment last time, it hasn't been mentioned as a threat. Perhaps just waiting til after the holidays.

Starting a new gym tomorrow. Going to try out some cross fit. Then dinner with a friend. I purposely scheduled a super light work week this week since it's D7 is turning into D8 and we will be going to a theme park on Tuesday and the holiday is thurs. tomorrow I will be dropping D's off at MIL who has been supportive of A and S. In the beginning she was supportive of us working it out but for whatever reason a switch was flipped and anything her and I would talk about would make it right to W within minutes. Because of that I no longer speak to her. All the little cousins are getting together tomorrow to do crafts so that's the only reason I'm going to be dropping them.

While I know I have only been a member here for a few months, this sitch started really over a year ago. As I reflect, I look at how much I've survived and at the same time think about how I can't do this forever....or even too too much longer.