I just read your post, not enthusiastic when talking about W. Different ummm engergy change when you started talking about you. Just an observation. From my side of the screen it doesn't seem like you're really in it.

Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017