V - thank you. reading how you broke it down was not fun but oh so necessary.
Coly - thank you for the softer approach.
yes W is starting to doubt her decision. My ego i guess is what's feeling bruised. W doubts it but not enough to drop OW. I'm assuming this ties into me not being "good enough" for W. And that's what this brings me to. However, I must remember I am good enough for me and that's what matters. I don't need validation from my W.
NC with the W. I suspect from that email she will continue to ponder her life and decisions. I may be here and I may not when she finally makes a decision.
Had a great gal activity yesterday, my local college team played and won! they played a better team so it was a good win. Went to the bar with a friend, then we ended up at his house playing board games and just having a good night. Today I dog sit for the friend that has cable!!!! yay for ridiculous reality tv & crime shows!
