Focus on Me and the Boys 10

[J5K]

Cnut,

Thank you for the suggestion. I plan on signing the boys up for swim lessons, karate and other things as soon as I move to TO (short for Toronto). We had them signed up before.

I have my meeting with HR on the 22nd to discuss the logistics of the transfer.

XW has not called all week to talk to the boys.

GAL has been better, I went out for a nice dinner on Friday with a friend. Saturday S8's godparents came to visit and we had breakfast and then went to an indoor trampoline park. Bought all day passes so we went back in the evening after nap time and then had dinner and we all went to bed! Today is clean up day around the house. It is windy and very cold so good to just stay in and be lazy (pajama day).

Received another email from S6's teacher. I sent XW an email this morning to get her approval to take him to therapy. Awaiting response back.

V,

I thank you for the continued support! I know someday I will be detached, I just truly do not know when. I continue to work on it though.

I am much more calm and chill, I do enjoy my boys immensely! As crazy as things can get with them, they are great!

Maybe I am misinterpreting the tough love also. IDK, I can see where XW sees it as punishing to her. Amicable and being friends to be the best co-parents to these boys is the easy way out for her IMO.

I am trying to prepare myself mentally to get there, especially when I move up there but it is a difficult pill for me to swallow.

I feel like I have to transform into a person that has no feelings or emotions to get there. That is just not me.

I am not even sure if the judge has even signed the judgment yet. There has been a backlog of papers in her court and I have not received confirmation from my L, LOL! It is kind of insane how long this whole thing has dragged on with delays.

Oh well, life goes on! I will do the best I can with the time that has been given to me.