Hanging on and hoping for the best

[BillyHo]

Had a good GAL day yesterday and today so far. Wife got home last night and I immediate headed out the door and went to hang out with some friends at a Bon fire. Got home around 10:30 went to my room and caught up on some reading and fell asleep.

I woke up around 4am and couldn't sleep so at 5 I got up and headed to the gym. Had a good workout, went home and did a little reading. She wet to work and I took the boys out for breakfast. Also did a little yard work today. She texted me from work while I was in the yard about some randomness that could have waited so I just kept working. Within 5 min she called asking if I didn't see her message. I said yes but didn't know she needed me to reply right away.

Since she decided to move out I have really pulled back. The last time I did that she sucked me back in and I got a little too comfortable and let my guard down. This time I hope I am more aware of what's going on.

I am hoping to be able to be more detached by the time she leaves on the 1st of the year. She should be home soon and I'm going to go test drive a new suv. She is taking the only 4wd so I will need to trade my car in.