Well, she is definitely still in my head...so much for progress. Had trouble sleeping last night. Even though I know in my head that the affair has been going on for months and her claims that it just turned physical when I "moved on", my sad broken heart wants to believe her because it makes her less of a monster and let's me blame myself.
I just don't understand how I keep getting manipulated. I mean I know it's coming and it STILL WORKS.
