Coffee and spinning

[Coly23]

Hi everyone, sorry I have been MIA again. Not much going on at the moment.

Peace - I was actually taking guitar lessons going on three years when BD happened and I stopped because I just didn't feel strong enough at the time to do normal things and now we can't afford it anyway.

Altair - I don't know if he is generally happy or really happy to see me. He says very little theses days!! Although we have arranged to meet up next Friday again.

Hey Hawker I'm good thanks just so tired of DBng all the time!

Cheesy - I don't know about doing a good job! I keep doubting myself but H seems keen to meet up even though he isn't actively pursuing me.

Today I asked H if he wanted to meet me and D in the city he is living in to have a look around their Christmas market and grab some food. It was short notice and he was already going out so he suggested we could do it Sunday instead. I'm sitting for my sisters kids on Sunsay morning so I said he and D should go ahead but he wanted to try and work out the times so I could come along. In the end me and D decided that we keep to our plans and go today rather than Sunday.

The point of this is that in the past I would have done everything I could to accommodate him, even changing my plans to suit him. Today I felt liberated that I stuck to my original plan even if it meant I didn't get to see him. But you know what, me and D had a lovely time and we are going to try to do this more often!

Happy weekend everyone!