Yes, there is a lot I still need to accept. I'm trying to not be too hard on myself (which is extremely out of character) since it has only been 2 weeks for me since the BD, but I know that the sooner I can accept the things out of my control the better.
My W has shown some remorse, and even cried some over this sitch, however, she still justifies her behavior so it kind of nullifies the remorse IMO. During her remorseful moments she's repeatedly stated how I don't deserve this and I deserve better than the person she's become. I just agree or say nothing in response. I know she's confused, and it is probably hard on her too, but at this point I don't exactly feel bad for her.
I'll definitely update later. If I don't get the chance to tonight then it will be tomorrow evening after I've gotten all settled from the move. The great thing about moving back in with my parents is I live rent free, they will feed me, and I don't have to deal with unpacking until I get a place of my own. Bright side!
Me: 35 W: 32 MR: 2y T: 3.5y SS11 BD: 11/3/16 EA: 10/26/16 PA: 11/11/16 W asks for S/D & ILYBINILWY 11/13/16 Status: I moved out 11/19/16, GAL I filed for D: 12/14/16 D-day: 3/10/17
