Ongoing...

[RBG80]

Thanks Cherry, 11 weeks now and I think I'm making some progress.

I still think about my W every hour of every day and whilst I know there has been no affair, it's really hard to accept that I wasn't good enough, that the issues she raised, she wouldn't give me a chance to fix.

I never knew the gravity of the sitch and would have done anything to try and fix things.

Every day is a struggle, but I know a month from now I will be in an ever so slightly better place. And a month from there, even stronger.

I'm still in love with her, but understand where my failings are and am coming to terms with them. Slowly I'm becoming me again and just that little bit stronger.