Struggling

[fightin]

I will definitely keep seeing my SS. We're pretty fond of one another and no need for us to lose each other just because of my W's decisions.

Yes, she was very emotionally invested in me. We weren't without our issues for sure, and I definitely own my part in all of this, but we were generally over the moon for one another and 2 peas in a pod. Maybe that will matter at the end of all of this, and maybe it won't. I am trying to train myself to detach and realize that the M I once had is very dead so no matter what happens I can begin to accept that.

For now, I'm just going to move back to my hometown, GAL like crazy, keep up therapy, and be the best me I've ever been!