Hanging on and hoping for the best

[BillyHo]

One more day of work and then the weekend. Not sure what I'm going to do but I do need to find some GAL activities to keep me busy. I haven't been sleeping very well the last couple of nights. Not really thinking about her leaving as much as I am thinking about arrangements with the boys when she leaves. I am going to go look at a new SUV this weekend since she will keep our current one and I will need 4wd for the winter. She said I could just use hers when it snows but I just don't see how that's a good idea.

I still would like some advice on how to handle our interactions until and after she leaves. With our boys playing sports and the swapping of the kids back and forth we will still see each other at least 4 or 5 times a week. I am going to continue my IC weekly as I feel it's really made a difference thus far.

I sometimes think about, what if I find someone else. Would it be better to just move on. I also think I would regret it in the future if I just give up and know that I didn't do everything I could to keep my family together.