Just stopping bye to say that you're doing well. Like i told Blu, live in the moment. As you stated, your MBR is unrecognizable and that is good. Your life is unrecognizable too and that is even better.
I decided to sell my wedding ring today. It represents a bond that my XW and I had, a bond that God brought together and (since i believe in fate), only God can break. So I am now divorced, I accept my fate and I must move forward.
There's no point in crying over spilled sour milk. Rather clean up the mess, go to the shops and get a fresh pint.
Most importantly, have faith that everything happens for a reason and find peace.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.