Hey Blu, don't try. DO. If you try, then there is a chance of failure.
Last year I went skydiving for the first time. It was a surprise and I had some alcohol poisoning (inflicted from my own bday party the nite before). But I couldn't say no, fate had intervened. Well i could have said no, but i would not be living life to the fullest. Enjoying the moment.
Your H loves you so much, he's willing to wait until eternity for you to fall. He will catch you the moment you decide to DO it. Someones motto on here states "Love awakens love", and that is so true, so love with all of your heart, not for the past or the future. Love for right now, every second of everyday.
Ps, yes, i'm a hopeless, helpless romantic. I get it from my Father.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.