Cherry. Just trying to get on with life

[Cherry]

Thanks RB, I agree - if I couldn't see my S every day I don't know what kind of state I would be in! What gets to me the most is wipinh my child's tears in the night when he cries in his sleep, or wakes crying asking where his dad is. Whenever I've tried to tell wh about this, he just gets angry and says "stop trying to guilt trip him". Now, the fewer words or communication I have with him the better. I hate having to reach out and ask him something just for him to ignore me!

Coly, I'm not really sure it will ever settle. He is ridiculously unreliable!! This is the same man that a couple days said he would be there for me whatever I need in the pregnancy. He even told me to call him if I had a craving in the middle of the night ( I was angry and told him if that happened I would sort it myself), he also said he would see S everyday. "Believe nothing they say...."

Today has been a rather busy day, work and then booked an early afternoon finish- I went and got a facial. I felt I deserved a treat.