DDJ, thank you for this. It makes complete sense. I found myself laughing when I read it tho, because you are quite poetic and obviously a romantic! I am so practical in my thinking. And practically speaking, his BS shenanigans made no sense to me! It still blows my mind what he did.
You are right in that I am not living in the moment. I am thinking about the past and I keep him at arms length, which prevents us from moving forward. I will try harder. I just need to make that final leap. Sigh.
Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela
