Your right I really need to grow a pair as well. It amazes me how much I let her walk over me out of fear/being alone/etc... It sort of feeds off itself. I need to continue working on myself and learn to be happy with myself. I have given her so much power over me that I could literally laugh (then cry lol). I need to realize the woman I knew is gone and our marriage is no more. No matter what I do right now will ever bring that back. I might as well start doing things for myself and being happy.
Me:37 W:30 S10 S9 D3 M-Sept 2004 D-Nov 2007 Reconcile Sept 2010 Re-Married Sept 2014 BD ILYBNILWY - April 2016 W Wants to Move to Apartment - Sept 2016 W Moved to Apartment - Nov 10 2016