Here we go again....

[matw]

Another thing that I have been thinking about is something my therapist told me...

ME: I am so worried about being alone
Therapist: No your not.. your worried about not being with your Wife. There is a difference.

That sort of hit home with me... Am I that addicted/co-dependent/emeshed with her that I would rather be a doormat for her rather than work on myself and eventually find a women who appreciates me.

Its amazing all the thoughts that run through your head.. a year ago if you told me I would be separated from my W and going through this again I would have laughed at you. And here I am again...