Hi fighting, I like your name because that says a lot about your intention, either it's fighting your depression or your M. Life can be so complicated. I am reading your posts, picturing you taking care of your SS. Maybe my son will be okay one day being someone else's SS. I didn't enjoy my experience being a SD. But who knows!

I went through a bit of postnatal depression myself. I read somewhere that one must befriend their emotions. Just don't act on them. It helps me. It's okay to fear, be upset, these feelings need to be rightfully feel. But just don't act on them. Wait 24 hours then see what happen.

Hope you find that useful too:)


Me: 33 H: 32
T: 10 years M: 2
BD: Aug 2016
H moved out Aug 20, 2016
S: 17 months old