I was hoping for this to end because I'm impatient.
It's been over 6 months. I don't know, she's still seeing someone else. She can see some clarity but clearly not enough. IDK. I can't even think.

I know you're right, it is a baby step. I have to be the lighthouse, I know what I am, who I am, and I know I'm strong. I know I'll come out better, but right now, right this second I want to be impatient and cry. and throw a pitty party and go to bed.


Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017