not the conversation I was hoping for. I should've know better than to think we would talk about moving forward in our M. W answered, she sounded as though we was half asleep so I asked if she was in bed. W said yes, I asked what she wanted to talk about. W said she was sorry for being "crazy" the other day, she apologized for going through my cell phone and my credit cards, W said "because that's no longer my business" I told her I appreciate her apology. W said she's been thinking why she's been creeping up on my and W sounded as though she was about to start crying. W said she's "lost" and She feels sorry for making a huge deal about splitting us up and rocking ALL of our lives & for being mean about it. W said she's happy, but she misses me and it's hard. W also said she's sorry for not giving me the time of day to show her I was turning a good page. I told her I appreciate her apology, validated it must be hard to feel lost and confused, that it takes a lot to apologize (like crying, W NEVER apologizes) I asked if there was anything else she wanted to say, she said no. I said ok good night. and we hung up.
...and just like that, I'm ejected from this roller coaster. -must find cheesyt again.
