I not sure wether she is,he was speaking in past tense. It's not like I'm overthinking if he is. I think I'm just having one of those days, been a really tiring day at work, finding it harder and harder to do these long days!

Maybe this is the next stage of the lbs, where you just don't even know what it is what I want. I don't want him like this, but I am still grieving at what was. Plus there's anger in me because s frequently asks where his dad is, so it just hurts to see him confused.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16