So we see each other at the church and we are very nice to each other. XH continue to come forward, smile.
There was a get together after the church and he asked me if I was going. I said I was, but needed to do something before it and he said he was also going there for just a little bit.
When I got there, he was sitting with some of our friends but there was an empty chair beside him. I got some food an then asked if I could sit there and he said it with a smile, that of course I should.
One thing that I notice is that he is showing a lot more how much he cares and that he really enjoy my presence. He even says that.
Later I decided to go inside the house because it was getting cold outside. I excused myself and left. Later he came inside and asked if he could sit beside me. I looked at him and said that: Of course, it would be a pleasure.
Then he sat and said that he liked that I was being funny, then I looked at him and asked if it would be better if I squeezed him too against the cough, then a girl that was sitting beside me said that I was being very coquette.
He looked at her and said that it was my sweet side, the one that made him fall for me. He then told this girls how it all started between us. He even remember some details that I have forgotten.
As he was telling he was also embellishing all events and saying how beautiful I was then and how beautiful I am now. That I am still that same girl, full of life.
Then I took the chance and told her my side of the story and how gorgeous he was when I first put my eyes on him.
She basically looked at us and said that she never met a divorced couple that are so much in love with each other. I didn't contest what she said and neither him.
Then, a little later he left to go to my house and I stayed there a little more. When I got home he was there and watched a movie with us, then he left.
On Monday, S18 and I were very sick. I took S18 to the doctor and he has Influenza A. XH came to the house and cooked dinner. It was really nice to talk and cook some food too.
Since I am in a pretty bad shape, XH came to the house again yesterday and cooked dinner for us.
We have been talking and talking and it has been pleasant. I confess that it is not very good to be hanging in there because there is no guarantee on anything, but I feel we are moving somewhere now.
I want to have some guideline of what to do, so I will work on that and then post it here soon. Sorry, need to go again. Time is limited.
