She moved out...now the work begins...II

[SBJ]

FEELING AWESOME...Just kidding. I just got served with D papers. Kind of blue, but at least it is moving forward and not staying in limbo.

Now onto the attorney and trying to figure this thing out.

Rumors are now circulating around my kids private school that my W has moved out and is leaving me because of another man that she had met. That is unbelievable and makes me feel a bit embarrassed. While I know that this is a decision that she has made, I still cannot get it out of my head that I couldn't keep her happy. I know that I am supposed to realize that she is not thinking in her right mind, but it is my name on these D papers. It is my life that is being shaken to its core. It's my kids lives that are being rocked by her decision to leave our family.

And I know that they are only rumors, but if true...this OM is a true piece of work. He is a very manipulative, smooth talking, conman. If true, I truly fear for her safety, both emotional and physical. I have to try and detach so that it won't drive me insane if this is the truth. This is person that we let into our lives as a family and I've watched my family crumble.