To anyone new joining, it's all very much the same script, same book, different characters. A wh, the ilybinilwy speech, dipped in and out of this saga for 2 years, one confirmed pa, one ea he still denies. He would occasionally apologise and tell me he loves me. While we were doing okay, we accidentally fell pregnant, pretty soon after this, he announced he was moving out and filing for divorce (despite having told me a few weeks before that he loved me and didn't ever want to loose me).
There's not much new to add really, I have been trying to get along with my life. Rarely seeing/hearing from him, nor does he make the effort to see our S. Today while working, he called round to see MIL, and decided it was her turn for some of his spew. He ranted at her saying he doesn't speak to her as she chose me over him. And he almost slipped up and confirmed the ow to her, stating "she wasn't just a friend, she was.." and then he realised and stopped in his track. When she pulled him up on that, he snapped at her saying was she just going to say "I told you so". I obviously got a bit annoyed and hurt when MIL told me. I know it's nothing I didn't already know. But I'm tired and emotional, I think anything could have potentially pushed me over today, it's just been one of those hectic days really.
Other than that, life is just ticking along really. I can't really go any darker on him than I already have as I don't reach out to him. So I shall remain dim!
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
