Struggling

[fightin]

Thanks cheesy! Yes, we have NC currently unless we are both home and that is only when my SS is there so once I move there should be NC at all unless we need to discuss finances or something strictly business related. This will help me a lot.

I've already gotten past the waiting for a text phase so I'm pretty proud of that. She used to text me some still, but she didn't like that I wasn't very chatty so she just stopped which is fine by me. I'd rather have a clean break than hang on to something that's not there.

I am absolutely looking forward to finding myself and falling in love with myself. I have always struggled with that and it is something I'm committed to changing and have entered therapy to change my negative thinking and self-talk.