Have you ever really understood how a betrayed spouse feels? Living with a wayward spouse, and that is what you are, who doesn't understand the pain of the betrayed spouse, which is what she is, is infuriating and heart-wrenching. Considering your past of serial cheating she knows there is no way you could possibly love her like a husband should love a wife.
I'd say you have a huge uphill battle on your hands. As a betrayed spouse myself the advice I can give you is that it's important for us to know that our cheating spouses really understand the pain they've caused. Understanding it to the point where you're absolutely crushed yourself with remorse and are damn near suicidal over it. If you're not that crushed over what you've done then we betrayed spouses see it as you don't really give a sh!t about the pain you've caused and you're not remorseful.
