You know for the first time Darkness, I do feel that I've got this!
I know its a rough road, but I can see the support that I've got alongside me and I know that I'll be alright.
I know that its still negative to think about the W, but 18 years of concern is difficult to stop. I still think about this a lot, but I'm able to stop myself from over analysing (most of the time); I understand that I have no control over the situation and can accept that.
I'll carry on doing what I do
M - 36 / W - 32 S - 3 Together - 18 Yrs / Married - 10 Yrs Bomb Dropped - 4th Sept 2016 Moved out - 4th Sept 2016