Things have calmed down a bit, I'm starting to get less and less worried about what my former wife is doing and more worried about her soul.
The person I married, vowed to never leave, and said she would always be there for me has turned into full blown angry narcissist that was on a war path after I served her the papers. That day she spent more time insulting and berating me, than she did gathering up her stuff. Perhaps she has mellowed out a few days, but I doubt it because in her mind she is on the side of "right" and her walking out was showing world that she was reclaiming her "life".
I recently went on a short trip out of town at the invitation of friends. It was to do a bunch of bar and club hopping around a nearby city, something that was never my scene but something that my former spouse loves and always complained about missing out on.
The time was not horrible, but I still was lonely and bored out of my mind. What really was a kicker is that I we wound up at a spot across the street from where my wife and I had stopped at the day I purposed. It was surreal as I had not been to that particular part of that city since that day many years ago.
Just sitting back and waiting for my former wife to respond to my divorce filing. Prior to her walking out I had no idea I would be in this position. It is all out of my hands now.
