more temp checks or idk what my W is thinking. I guess i'm not sure where to go from here. W texted last night asking if I need anything off the desktop computer. Eventually I replied no thanks. This morning, W texted "Hey" I dont know what her deal is. I don't know what she's going for, or why the sudden interest in texting me. All I know is we are not friends, I don't want to casually text her as a friend. I cannot and will not put myself through that. I'm getting anxious again. The not knowing is making me anxious again. Not as bad as in the begining for sure. I love her. I miss her. But My W does not want to join a M and is still seeing OW. There is nothing for me there.
Some things to remember: I will keep it short and simple. I will not immidiately reply because I'm busy having a cheesy life. (lol!) I will be kind but not freindly. I will not be the last to reply.
