Had another sad sad morning...took a long walk but then broke down and cried on a bench...nice man came along and chatted with me for almost an hour. There really are some very kind people in the world!

Emailed my H's business partner last night to see if I could meet him just to catch up on what is going on with our business as I have NC with H atm. I haven't heard back...I don't think H wants me to meet with him as I might actually tell the truth about what is going on behind the scenes. I did in my email say I only wanted to discuss business so as not to make him uncomfortable...I don't see any point in discussing my H with him as I have heard he already believes H is in a MLC and is also unable to change H's mind.

Why can I not find a place in my head for this...