Struggling

[fightin]

So we told her S11, he was crushed at first, but then she took him outside to explain she'd found a new love and was happier than ever so he came back inside to tell me he's just glad that we are both so happy. I wasn't going to correct him so I just said "me too". It was heart breaking at first, lots of crying and saying he can't imagine life without me. Crushed me as I don't want this and hate to hurt him, but I'm powerless as far as this goes. He drew me a sweet picture and I just broke down. My STBX came over and wanted to comfort me, I wanted nothing more than to let her, but I gently pushed her away and told her I didn't need her to comfort me. She looked pretty angry about that, but didn't say anything.

We already got the finances straightened out and that was a weight off of my shoulders. I'm not doing very good at DBing tonight as everything is so fresh and moving at warp speed and I'm letting my anger show. I'm not raising my voice or anything, but I'm being short with her and she isn't liking it. She keeps saying "I'm just trying to be nice" or "I'm just trying to help". I say "I know, but I don't need you to be." I don't have any sort of poker face so I'm wearing my hurt and anger on my sleeve.