I'm very happy to come here and read that you and your family are okay. Congratulations on the car purchase! One thing to mark off the "to do" list. I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers and hope that you can find the right job. I do think that w/your positive attitude, it won't be long before you'll be back at work, a job you like, and moving forward far quicker than the first time around.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.