Am I in withdrawal ... will he ever wake up

[Lana_71]

Hi ... a bit anxious today... some days go by without thinking of H others I wake up thinking what if. What if he is sick? What if he is depressed?what if he is broke?what if.... I feel I need to reach out something I used to do every time I go dark . What if he get used not having us in his life... what if he forget us... but then I know w if I initiate communication he will respond for a while then desapear... through out I never saw him initiatin contact ... what does that mean? Why. Ant he say what he wants? What is on his mind? He claims his voice was never heard but how can I hear it if he never voice it... why all this passive aggressiveness... well one of those days.. will stay busy so that not to contact . adious