Yesterday was the first overnight I've had away from DD18(special needs). I did some GAL things. Took DD20 out and then went out for coffee with a friend. After that we texted until I could sleep. Received some texts from with updates on DD I was polite but aloof. He then asked me if I had someone over and I ignored. Got up and did some GAL things. I actually had a moment today where I thought, "Wow! I feel happy!" It's fleeting though.