I'm sorry Lou and big hugs from me ((((((Lou)))))))
So, here you are, he has gone. Of course you will grieve and you will also pick yourself up and move forward again - onto new and better things. New work, where you meet new people, a new car and so on. And all in good time. Give yourself the time you need, let him go and look after yourself.
I so admire you Lou and I know that ultimately all will be well in your life.
Xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus