Struggling

[fightin]

Thank you j. I needed that for sure. It is extremely easy for my emotions to control me right now and I'm trying to avoid it, but often mess up. My W has definitely already begun to rewrite our history. She claims working it out with me would be the easy way, so she's taking the more difficult path of seeing where it goes with the OW which is obviously not that difficult and they seem to be moving right along at warp speed. Everything she's said to me has been a lie. Everything. She lashes out at me for no reason, and I suspect that is her guilt and trying to avoid facing her actions. I've been a complete doormat up til now so it is time to put my girl pants on and show her what she will be giving up by no longer being here for her in any capacity.

Thanks against