Cherry. He's gone, and divorce is looking

[Cherry]

Thanks ladies. I do still feel a little down at times, keep seeing all these Christmas commercials with the loved up couples and it's a little reminder of what I don't have. And there's times I miss my actual h, not wh, but the man he was. Still I resist the urge to reach out to him when I feel like that, and busy myself with something else. After all, that's what I feel like doing, not necessarily what he wants. I must admit I was kinda hoping my ic would dig a little into the mind of wh, and explain to me things from an ic's perspective; but I now see that it wouldn't really help me, and that's his goal.

Sara, I'm due the first week of march, I can't actually believe how quick this is flying by. It's like I can't quite believe I'm pregnant, or I forget I am. I explained that to my ic, as one of my worries is that I'll kind of be in shock when I've given birth. It's very strange, you'd think a huge belly and constantly being sick and feeling these little kicks it would sink in.